Confession time

Something happened to me recently that I haven't yet told J about.
I've been meaning to tell her, but I haven't found the right time.
I'm pretty sure she's going to be shocked and appalled. I'm shocked and appalled.
It's shocking and appalling.
The thing I haven't told her is this: I went to see the movie Hell or High Water (which I really really loved) and I walked out of it with a giant boner for this guy:

Eeewwww. What's wrong with me? He's a classic pretty boy of the style I usually feel completely unmoved by. He has the same name as a particularly odious member of the Abbott/Turnbull government. He's so movie star looking.Eeeewwww! But he is just so great in this movie, I couldn't help myself. I'm hoping that it's just that I loved the movie, and if I see him something again I won't give a hoot.  But until then he is a total dreamboat. I don't dare use the H word in relation to him, but he made me feel real feelings in my heart spot, just like real hunks do.  It's hard to ignore.
But I'm pretty sure J is going to give me hell for it. 

Shameful confessions (AM)

KB slept really badly last night which means I slept really badly last night. It led to some behaviour I'm not proud of. During one of the many cuddling sessions in which I attempted to coax him back to sleep, I remembered that the bonds baby search is currently underway. I thought maybe I would have a look and she whether there were any amusing baby names. Obviously I wasn't thinking clearly because there is the mother load of amusing baby names  and last night, I laughed at all of them. Highlights included the many Braxtons and Nixons. A couple of Bodhis. There was a Princess. Of course there were many idiotic spellings of regular names. But may favourite by far was Carol. Cute little baby Carol. 

Many times I told myself I would stop, then find myself clicking on the next page. It went on longer than it should have. And I feel pretty douchey for doing it. I mean, they are real people. But, it's up for another day or two if you're interested.